Jeremy paces back and
forth in front of the nursery window at the hospital. He wasn’t allowed in the
delivery room; after all, as far as the world knows, he’s not the father. Raine
was in there instead, something that neither of them wanted. Chantal’s pregnancy
had been difficult toward the end and Jeremy is worried that something might go
wrong with the delivery. So he keeps pacing and waiting for Raine to come out
and let him know that everything is okay or for his child to appear in the
nursery, whichever happens first.
“It’s a boy.”
Raine’s voice is quiet and
Jeremy barely hears him. He spins around to face Raine and grabs his hands
without thinking.
“Is he okay? Is Chantal
okay?”
“Yeah,” Raine answers as
he pulls his hands away from Jeremy.
Jeremy stares at Raine for
a second. “Thanks, Michael.”
Raine looks away.
“Whatever.”
Sighing a little, Jeremy
reaches out and brushes his fingers against Raine’s inner forearm. “Michael…”
“Don’t,” Raine snaps as he
steps back out of Jeremy’s reach.
Jeremy flinches a little
and looks away toward the nursery. He sees a baby wrapped in a blue blanket
being brought into the room and he glances back toward Raine before walking to
the window. The nurse sets the baby down in a basinet toward the front of the
room with a label that says “Maida.” Jeremy stares down at the baby in wonder.
That’s his son. Everything else seems to just fade into the background. That
tiny baby is his son and he has to take care of him. Nothing else matters.
“That’s my son,” Jeremy
says quietly, almost to himself, with awe in his voice. “He’s beautiful.”
“Yeah.”
Jeremy reluctantly turns
his head toward Raine. Raine’s expression would be unreadable to anyone else,
but Jeremy knows him too well not to see past the mask. It’s obvious to Jeremy
that Raine is torn between something and anger. What the other emotion is,
Jeremy can’t guess, so he says nothing and turns back toward the basinet. When
he hears Raine walking away, he doesn’t even bother to hold back a sigh.