Jeremy sits on the edge of his bunk and stares down at the floor. His feet swing and accidentally hit the curtain on Raine’s bunk. He freezes in place but Raine opens his curtain anyway. Raine looks up at Jeremy and tilts his head.

“I can’t sleep,” Jeremy whispers by way of explanation.

“Oh,” Raine says quietly.

They stare at each other for a long second. Jeremy slides closer to the edge of his bunk.

“Mind if I come down for a second?”

Raine shrugs. “Whatever.”

Jeremy hops down and sits down on the edge of Raine’s bunk. His hand hovers near Raine’s.

“I miss Lucca.”

“I miss Rowan.”

Jeremy’s fingers brush against Raine’s. His head turns and he rests his forehead on Raine’s shoulder.

“I miss you.”

Raine sighs. “I miss you too, Jeremy.”

Slowly, Jeremy lifts his head. His eyes search Raine’s. He’s surprised when Raine leans in and kisses him, but he goes with it and kisses Raine back. They kiss slowly for awhile, just relearning each other’s mouths and then Raine lays back on the bunk and pulls Jeremy with him. Jeremy is even more surprised when Raine pulls Jeremy on top of him.

“Fuck me, Jeremy.”

Jeremy pauses. “But you’re with To—“

Raine cuts off the name with a kiss. “Fuck me.”

Jeremy’s hands go for Raine’s boxer shorts. He slides them down off Raine’s hips before kissing his way to Raine’s cock. His tongue flicks out at the head before he takes it in his mouth and sucks hard. With his hand, he strokes the rest of Raine’s cock while Raine moans softly, barely audible. He keeps on doing that until Raine finally comes, moaning louder than before.

“Jeremy…”

After swallowing, Jeremy lifts his head and meets Raine’s eyes. Raine’s hands go for his boxer shorts and Jeremy lets him do it. But then Raine touches his cock and stops.

“Jeremy?”

“I… I can’t,” Jeremy falters.

“Why not?”

“I don’t deserve you.”

“Jeremy.”

“I don’t, Michael.”

Jeremy pulls his boxer shorts back up and slides to sit at the edge of the bunk again. Raine’s hand hovers at his back. Slowly, Jeremy turns to look at Raine. He gives him a weak smile and then climbs up into his own bunk and lays down.